VENOM

by ØCTØBER

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welcome to my mind //
headphones recommended, drugs encouraged.

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released May 3, 2017

all songs written / produced / recorded by me (excl. g&p, written by fka twigs)

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ØCTØBER Windsor, Ontario

your local teenage cult leader

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Track Name: Feel Me
​I'll drink you to get drunk
I ain't sipping on no bullshit
I'll take you into my lungs
I'm inhaling the good shit
I feel your soul
It brings me so deep
I feel you inside
And I want you to feel me

I don't know what you're waiting for
I don't know what you're waiting for

Baby you're my poet, you know it
And I'm your rockstar
You could take my breath away with one touch
It ain't that hard
I'm falling for forever and ever
You're leaving your mark
(I don't know what you're waiting for)
Fall apart
I want you to show me you know me
We're counting the stars
Breathing with the light of the night
Headlights on fast cars
You tell me that you want me forever
I glow in the dark
(I don't know what you're waiting for)
Fall apart

I don't know what you're waiting for
I don't know what you're waiting for

Baby you're my poet, you know it
And I'm your rockstar
You could take my breath away with one touch
It ain't that hard
I'm falling for forever and ever
You're leaving your mark
(I don't know what you're waiting for)
Fall apart
I want you to show me you know me
We're counting the stars
Breathing with the light of the night
Headlights on fast cars
You tell me that you want me forever
I glow in the dark
(I don't know what you're waiting for)
Fall apart
Track Name: When The Party's Over
​When the party's over
And we've gone our ways
Will you remember me
Will you remember me

When the party's over
And we've all gone home
Will you remember me
Will you remember me

When the party's over
And we've gone our ways
Will you remember me
Or is that just something you say

When the party's over
And we've all gone home
Will you remember me
Or will you just move on

When the party's over
Where do you go
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie from you

When the party's over
Will you remember my name
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a fucking game

Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie from you
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie from you

What about the vodka
The bottle that we shared
I told you all of my secrets
You just told me theirs

All the marijuana
Illegally impaired
I told you that I'm not fearless
You told me not to be scared


Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie from you
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie
Was it all a lie from you


When the party's over
And we're all hungover
Will you be there
Or is this over
When the party's over
And I'm hungover
Will you be there
Or is this over
Track Name: Retrograde
​Don't know if you're good for me
But you're so cool
You look like a daydream
Like deja vu
I burn like your cigarette
I drown in a pool
Of all of my regret
I wanna be resuscitated by you

Romeo
Could you let me in
I'm tired of waiting out here for you to notice me
It's so cold
And I'm so bent
Out of shape
Waiting for you to notice me
Scorpio
Let's rush into it
We don't have much time
Could you please notice me
I'm a marigold
Mother Venus
Gave me this energy whether I like it or not

Mix our energy into harmony because I like you a lot
Track Name: Insomnia
​I want to live
I want to die
I'm not afraid of the other side
I want to give myself
To the sky
See the stars
When I close my eyes

My mom won't stop calling me asking if I'm okay
My dad won't stop texting me telling me he's okay
My best friend won't shut the fuck up about how she's okay
My fake friend just won't take a hint I hope she's not okay

Everywhere I look I see sad faces
Broken souls wandering through bad places
Everywhere I look I'm seeing broken bones
And rotting feelings coming from broken homes

My mom won't stop calling me asking if I'm okay
My dad won't stop texting me telling me he's okay
My best friend won't shut the fuck up about how she's okay
My fake friend just won't take a hint I hope she's not okay

There's nothing in this world, in this world for me
Everybody's talking but nobody can breathe
I've got a heart full of love and a head full of greed
I'm so far into the void I forgot how to sleep
I need what I want but I don't want what I need
Everything's a blur but I can clearly see
I've got a body that's gone numb and a craving to bleed
Got half a mind just to jump cause I just want to feel something
Track Name: Home Safe
​You can have another / it won't hurt me
You can have another / yeah just throw it back throw it back throw it back
You can have another / feed your disease
You can have another / yeah just throw it back throw it back throw it back

Nobody's gonna be around to save you
When's it's been six weeks and you're still not six feet under cause nobody knew

Pop another bottle / you can't hurt me
Pop another bottle yeah then push me back push me back push me back
Pop another bottle / pick a fight with me
Throw another bottle and this time I'll throw back I'll throw back I'll throw back

I hope you don't make it home safe next time
I hope you don't make it home safe next time

Can you tell me again that you don't care
Can you tell me again that you don't want me around no more
Throw a cold one back I don't care
When you're passing out and you're pissing yourself, you'll wish someone was there
Track Name: Insecure
​You say that you love me
But I still feel insecure
Like you don't need me
Like I'm replaceable
And everybody
Says that you're not real
That you're just lonely
But I don't know how I feel

I'll help you with your problems if you help me with mine
I'll do what I can to get you through this hard time
I get that you're trapped in your own violent mind
Don't know how to get out once you're inside
You say that you're just dealing with things it takes time
I'll give it a couple weeks maybe you'll be fine
I completely understand but for some reason I
Can't shake this feeling you've moved to the next in line

You say you don't hate me
But I still feel insecure
You won't talk to me
Haven't said a fucking word

You're not the only one with a violent mind
You're not the only one who's scared inside
You're not the only one whos brain is bleeding
The only one out there incapable of feeling
Track Name: Passenger
​Get out of my life
Get out of my head
I can't stand the sight
I want you dead
I want you so bad
I can't get enough
Your voice is like powder
My mind is like snuff
And then night begins to break
And my body starts to ache
In my muscles and my bones
As soon as I get to the zone
Where you took me in your car
We didn't go very far
But I'm still on the edge of my seat
waiting to see who you are
Track Name: Know My Name
​I'll feed him vodka / have him chase it with my tongue
My eyes are heavy but I'm up to have more fun
Don't give a fuck / I'm making mistakes while I'm young
We ain't bothered anymore
We ain't bothered anymore

I'll light a player and I'll chase it with a blunt
Leave the door unlocked, I'll corrupt your favourite son
I'll take him home and make him shoot just like a gun
We ain't bothered anymore
We ain't bothered anymore

Keep my mouth shut for a second cause my minds in fractions
My jaw is clenching but I think it's just the pills reacting
I blocked your number, cut all ties, when people ask say:
We don't talk much anymore
We don't talk much anymore

I try to knock them dead cause I live for those vague reactions
I try to lock them in, turn off the lights, ca-camera, action
I try to shock them I'm in another dimension
They can't stop us anymore
They can't stop us anymore

I can see what I feel
I can feel what I taste
I've been talking to the walls
They don't recognize my face
I can hear the quiet rushing
As the blood runs through my veins
As the camera turns on
And I make my poker face
You should reap what you sow
You don't know what you need
I've been talking to the girls
I've been sipping on some greed
I'll make my way to the top
I don't want just local fame
By the end of the night
The whole world will know my name

They're all gonna know my name
Track Name: Glass & Patron
Do you have a lighter?
Am I dancing sexy yet?
Are you watching me cause I move alone?

Look a little harder
Everything I hold is wet
And I've never tasted glass and patron

1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
Now hold that pose for me
Now hold that pose for me

Know what you want and need
But only when you're tasting doubt
Teach yourself to rise from ashes built from lust and hurt
You were phoenix, you were fire, you were everything
I just want for you to love you
I just want for you to love you
I just want for you to love you

Do you have a lighter?
Am I dancing sexy yet?
Are you watching me cause I move alone?

Look a little harder
Shut your eyes and feel the rush
Will you fuck me while I stare at the sun?

Do you have a lighter?
(1, 2, 3)
Do you have a lighter?
(1, 2, 3)

1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
1, 2, 3,
Now hold that pose for me
Track Name: Love You (G&P Outro)
I just want for you to love you